It's time like these that I am grateful that I have a blog. My blog is the place I go when I have thoughts that keep attacking me, and most of the time make me go crazy. Once I write my thoughts down, I become less crazy, and I can think more clearly. So let's get to it.

I am known to over analyze everything. If someone says something to me, or I notice something that one says to another, my mind starts analyzing the situation like crazy. Most of the time this ends up hurting me, and what my thoughts and analyzing decided, isn't even true. This is mostly true with those I was good friends with, and then slowly drifted away from. I try to become friends with them again, and just tend to hurt myself by over analyzing everything, like always. This also happens with teenage boys a lot too. Just be frank with me, and we will have no problems. Luckily I have friends who realize that I have this disease, and tell me what is probably the truth. At least I'm a thinker right?

High school love is just weird. I wonder what the statistics are for marriages of high school sweethearts? My guess is very low. Yet when you are in that moment you don't seem to care how the future will turn out. All you know is that you love/like this person. My thoughts now turn to, when am I going to get over this person and move on? I know for me, that I will always have a certain degree of love for each guy that I have liked. I guess to move on I have to reach that unfathomable love for another person. Anyway back to high school love. A lot of people just want to "get some." Truthfully what is the point in that? Why would you want to kiss, or even make out with someone that you don't like? It won't mean anything to you, or them. Plus it makes me lose all respect for you. On another note, if you are going to talk about loving someone, and showing respect for someone of the opposite gender, THEN DO IT! Don't be wishy washy. Yay for awkward high school couples.